It's been a rough journey.

I wished it didn't change at all.

Hey readers ! It's been sometime since i last blogged :/ How are all of you guys out there doing? :) The exams are drawing closer and closer each day . Which also means the time remaining with my friends and close ones are getting lesser and lesser day by day :/ Hahaha , been trying to study hard now and buck up. Not only to prevent anybody from looking down on me but more on the side where i can make my parents proud :) Well, okay let me update you on the problems i had from the period where i last blogged . The first problem i had was my studies . Recently i had a talk with Jackson and Kuantat and Jack told me that if i wanted to go to sec five i must really start studying now, because he said he's regretting that he didn't start studying earlier . I really hope that Jackson can go up to sec five and make it to poly . :) The next change is the one that would keep on repeating and repeating and repeating all over again.  My friendship problems . Yesterday i had some problems with justine because Zul told justine some stuff about me and realised it was all a misunderstanding. I really wished that all my friends can be truthful to me . Like really . :( Okay i admit i talked behind justine's back . But it wasn't me alone . Me , Wei Hern ,Soorya and Brandon was talking about justine's attitude under the 724 market that  day . Okay this one we all had a talked so nevermind already. Then before that i was on the phone with Soorya . Soorya accused me for telling Zul that Soorya doesn't like justine. And i said i didn't said it that way. But he didn't believe me and even said that it was confirm i said it. He even said that all the problems started all because of me. Why..... I mean like i don't know who's the one causing all these problems but i just wished that the guy can just own up and talk to me because all these sucks . Why don't you stand in my shoes and try going through what i've gone through.

Next thing is that i've got nothing to do with my 'Listening ear' anymore. Anyways , I just wanna say that everything that i've done i had reasons for it. It may not be obvious on the surface because it wasn't meant for you to know. :( So here's a letter for you .

Hey dearest . How are you ? It's been four days since we last had a proper talk to each other . Although it was just a simple four days but i wished you knew that it felt like it was like a long long time ago :'(  Please know that i still care for you alot . If i didn't care about you at all i wouldn't be crying . You were never a burden to me . I don't know what he said . But i really wished now that it didn't happened at all . :( you know  ,  somebody deleted all my pictures that you sent to me . I lost you , but at least i could have a look at your smile whenever i'm upset . And now , there's nothing at all . Damn , wished all these didn't happened at all . All i can say is that. It is moving in the wrong direction.