My first year in an Normal Academice class~ 3A3

Okay, so i still can't get over it being in a normal academic class. Which also means i'm separated from my good friends. which is also a major change in my life. *SIAN*
So, school's starting next week. Haven't got my school books at all. Don't really look forward to it. #worstpart. But maybe i should be looking forward? :| nahh, just checked and compared the timetables with 3E3. our common recess is only on Wednesday and Friday ): i wish you'd know how much i was hoping to be in the same class as you. But you don't. #FML .People around me tellling me i shouldn't hang out with friends too much. I feel that i won't adapt to the new stream like honestly. so i guess i'll have to mug alone all day and night likka secret ninja #ForeverAlone
I guess i'm still on my holiday mood~ Body clock screwed. (Have to fix it back soon)

Okay so this was what happened on 27/12/20....
It was rachel's surprise party. (Not really. Cuz i think she figured out everything just that she acted it out :|) yeahh so only like Nine in total including rachel attended. So, i could feel that she's kind of disappointed that out of like 26 peeps only 9 turned up ): kindda disappointing uh...Especially when i asked someone to come and she was like "Go there then need to pay this pay that." Honestly i feel that if rachel was your buddy then just be present.It'll really make her day man. But that wasn't the point. The more disappointing part was the plan didn't worked out. I was kind of disappointed she didn't wear the wrist band i gave her. I really hope it means something to her... and on that day my wrist band the string came off. Vignesh helped me to fix it halfway and placed it into jing xuan's bag. A little pissed off. Just a little. :| I think Rachel's happy over that someone's present~ i mean it's like so HUGE. compared
to mine. Ohyeahhh speaking bout the cake (: wanted her to have the one and only slice of a unique cake that is named Chocolate Of A Thousand Leaves
Does it looks awesome?
Yeahh i think it is C:
Then we headed down to Stadium station to meet each other (Me, Vignesh,Cheechai,Honghwee and jingxuan) Then we waited there for like 45 minutes - one hour. And finally Rachel's group came. (Rachel,Jamie,shaun and Kiankiat.) Then we sang her a Birthday song C:
Then we went ice skating ^^ I was jealous that she held someone's hands and taught him how to skate. I wished i didn't know how to skate too >:
And then i wanted to gave her a hand to help her up and she didn't want. *siannn nevermind.
Then i realised it was just small matter. idk jealousy still kills? :| I'm actually fine with anything that you're happy with :>
I hope you enjoyed that day i planned for you. Happy belated birthday rachel. 2012 is coming right up. It's gonna be a hard battle next year.  You can do it c:

(:

Wow, So much have changed. I don't want to hate you , so don't make me do it (: i guess i really have accepted the fact that you like him and all those and we can only be buddies :)
yeahh, so don't bann me from your blog all those :/ haha :) i caused so much. Shouldn't have kept saying no no no no no...i should've trusted every single word you said. what's with the 'should've...shouldn't' it's too late now..... ): take good care of yourself in thailand. it's like freaking 4 days :/ yeahh. i'll miss you..at the same time have fun. #worried. hahahaha who knows? i'm fine too :) haha.
Just hope that you know you still owe me an answer ;) Remember take care :)Got many suprises coming up buddy :) no more agitation. Just plain happines (:

For you.

Okay i guess i can be direct right here since she doesn't read it. Yeahh i miss you too. i wanna heart to heart talk with you like how i do it to the other close female best friend. i wanna start convo with you too. But i can't. It's just part of the plan. i'll just be the bad guy. Don't worry. it'll make it clean. i wanna make you smile on your special day. i won't be there. But i'll make him as the organiser. i guess everyone will agree with it sooner or late :) yeah . so i want to tell you. Bear with it. i miss you. i can't hide the fact that i want to say "i love you" so it goes like this. Okay, i hope you'll bear with it. i know you can live without me in your life. not only for fifteen days from today. maybe even forever :) but still the same old phrase. i love you. it'll be something memorable. remember the questions i asked? why i fall out with you right after i asked? hahaha. relax. Everything's gonna be fine. i'll be fine. just go have fun on your special day :D


:Your buddy,
Alden....