:D no more troubles!

Today didn't attend bcm in school because i was having a fever, so stayed at home and ate my mother's plain porridge as what she usually cook when i'm not feeling well(: was forced to read books D: so my mom made it easier-for each book i read i will get ten bucks :D woohoo! then around ten plus chee chai called me to say if jing xuan vignesh and him could come to my house to play basketball. Actually we wanted to play table tennis, but i didn't have the membership card with me to book the table tennis court, so we asked justyn and he actually gave us attitude for nothing! >:( he's so mean lorh!! in class i ask him for tissue paper nicely he also don't want to give me one! why the heck did i give him sweets when he asked me?! haix this kind of people will get retribution someday lorh! so we played basketball*no choice* then around 5+ chee chai and vignesh left while jing xuan left around 3+ because his father asked him to go home early*so sad lorh when he left D:*

Now for my emotions :D
sometimes when you have a crush on someone, you don't have to be in a relationship with that person(: because when you know that the person is happy you will also be happy! (: so im gonna post this aong by jesse mccartney-" just so you know"

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

D:

I've kind of realise what is the truth and what is just lies......................................and still at this point in time you are still lying i just have to avoid you.............because i really don't wish to hurt anyone.............................lies can have great impact on people..............although i tried my best to act normal with you just now, i still hated you.................i just can't accept the reality..............you still think you can hide....................okay maybe it is not your fault.................anyways i will just be normal, concentrate on my exams then deal with these problems.......... D:...................your characters are so alike now.........................but i shouldn't judge anything now, i'll just wait. The answers i wanna know should be out soon..............................

Wh-wh-wh-what did she say?
Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmm whatcha say?
(Jason Derulo)
Mmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else

So, no, I know I should've treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever
So let me in
(Let me in)
Give me another chance
(Another chance)
To really be your man

'Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmm whatcha say?
(Whatcha say? Whatcha say?)
Mmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmm whatcha say?
(Whatcha say? Whatcha say?)
Wh-wh-wh-what did she say?

How could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go?
And ooh, what I'd do for one chance
I just gotta let you know

I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you were meant to be together
So let me in
(Let me in)
Give me another chance
(Another chance)
To really be your man

'Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmm whatcha say?
(Whatcha say? Whatcha say?)
Mmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmm whatcha say?
(Whatcha say? Whatcha say?)
Wh-wh-wh-what did she say?

Girl, tell me whatcha said
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said
I really need you in my life
'Cause things ain't right, girl

Tell me, tell me whatcha said
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said
I really need you in my life
'Cause things ain't right

Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
(I just didn't know what to do)
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say?

Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
(Well of course I did, baby)
Mmm whatcha say?
(Whatcha say? Whatcha say?)
Mmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
(Well, of course it is)

Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that you only meant well?
(Whatcha say?)
Well of course you did
Mmm whatcha say?
(Whatcha say? Whatcha say?)
Wh-wh-wh-what did she say?

my boring weekends

Hey peeps! Today is a boring day >.< ...............woke up at plus abt 9 thn i still felt tired so i dozed off on my sofa LOL! thn when i woke up i rmb i on my laptop before i sat on the sofa, so i logged in my laptop thn i went to wash-up thn my mom bought breakfast so i chat and youtube all the way while eating my vegetarian food, thn went to bath, after that must chiong out of the house, quickly shut down lappy thn went to the "Toyota" shop for a test-drive for my car, i didn't really looked forward for it because of the model of the car, okayss honestly, it sucks, how i wished my parents could change their mind and buy the latest 'camry' , for goodness sake, that car rockss! :D anyways gtg! maybe tmr post again byebye!

~randomss~

my problems :(

you this fucked up person!! argh knn! you always come up of your own reason to "jack" me wan lorh! all those nice words i said to you were lies! i was just trying to make you happy.............you've yet to know the truth...............i just didn't wanna tell you............so that you can live a happier live untill the person you looking for tells you the truth............

These days i kept having the mindset of some of my friends D: ---->changing school

seriously i cant stay here any longer................i may miss my best friends but maybe if i could change i would really want to.............the pain of missing my friends can let time to heal it but.............................nevermind..................sometimes when you encounter a problem that your friend had encountered last time..........you will naturally say the things that same person will say.....................im trying to change,but why some people are just stopping me?making my confidence level going down D: ohh gosh D: please someone send me some guidence!!! PLEASE!! D:

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love, the love, the love?

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead of spreading love we're spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
Now ask yourself

Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?

Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love?

Sing wit me y'all:
One world, one world (We only got)
One world, one world (That's all we got)
One world, one world
And something's wrong wit it (Yeah)
Something's wrong wit it (Yeah)
Something's wrong wit the wo-wo-world, yeah
We only got
(One world, one world)
That's all we got
(One world, one world)

:(

haix...............D: lately, negative problems start coming out.......................the thing i hate about is SOME PEOPLE ARE NOT INVOLVED IN SOMETHING THEN THEY PURPOSELY WANNA BE INVOLVED..............ESPECIALLY WHEN THE OUTSIDER IS HELPING THE WRONG PERSON!!! >:(.............................................

BE HAPPY!! :D

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA im so happy i dunno why...................

anyways my point of this post issssss *drum rollllll* to tell people that no matter whether you have what it takes to do what your mind thinks as long as you set your goal.............you are the arrow and you must land on the bullseye so everyone in the world JIAYOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

profile pic

haha a lot of people dont know wad my blog picture is about so let me tell you guys wad is in the picture................... :D

If you see carefully there is a 'heart-shaped cloud' on the picture :D

normal post

freak you sia.................................why are you doing this to me when i treated you as my good friend...........................:( i really dont know whether you did it on purpose but i still hope it wil stop :(........................

i love you.........................i will love you forever...........................why are you pushing me away by saying i like another girl?! but no matter what.............i will still be the one ..................protecting you..................sharing the joy...............sharing the tears..............sharing the pain...................no matter what im stil on your side..............................
i love you

YOU

im missing you so much
everything i do,
you are always in my mind
everyword in my dictionary has your name in it.............

hahahaha thinking of you brings a smile on my face (:

with you :)

hahaahahahax chatting with you is so interesting LOL

if you really cant accept me then make my heart die for you...................................

argh! >:( why must this happen to me?!

first relationship problems...........then family problems?!?!?!?! argh!!! gonna collapse soon.........................................dunno wad to say.................

the person i love loves another...............

why am i still helping you when you are treating me like air??

is it because you are taking my love for you for granted.......................................~confused~.................

some of the lyrics of my favourite songs.........

i hope every song is meaningful to me because the every word and letter i write...........

song: [you'll be in my heart]

Come stop you crying it will be all right

just take my hand , hold it tight,

i will protect you from all around you

i'll be here don't you cry

for one so small you seem so strong

my arms will hold you keep you safe and warm.

This bond between us can't be broken i will

be here don't you cry,,,cause you'll be in my heart

yes you'll be in my heart. From this day on now and

forever more you'll be in my heart No matter what they

say you'll be here in my heart always...

Why can't they understand the way we feel

they just don't trust what they can't explain

i know we're different,but deep inside us we're not that

different at all,,,You'll be in my heart, see you'll be in my heart

from this day on,now and forever more,From this day on forever more,

you'll be in my heart, you'll be right here in my heart,

always....don't listen to them,cause what do they know

we need each other,to have,to hold.......

They'll see in time i know,we'll show them together,,,,

you'll be in my heart................you'll be in my heart

from this day on,now and forever more..........you'll be in my heart always..................always...........................................................

my best day with egg white :D

HAHAX!!!~!!! today chee chai,jing xuan and vignesh came my house hahax!! probably the best day i ever had :D

At the start of school,i came at 7+ almost 7.30........gosh! got to wake up earlier!!!! anyways assembly at the ISH started with a ndp parade where some people from each of the every uniform group join together to shout commands and raise the flag...................wow it was so nice man!!! how i wish i could stand there and shout the command some day.............then we had a sing along program.....we sang all those different culture's song...............hahax i liked the malay song most!!! :D hahax i kind of remember the lyrics since primary school so i knew how to sing it...................then after which,we went back to our home room but the tv was spoit to watch a show about the history of singapore haiz so boring.................then we went to the hall to watch the movie....................sians!!!! sit untill my back pain!! Then,finally!! video ended!! haizstill need to go to home room again!! >:( then i raced guhan vignesh and chee chai up the stairs LOL then i tired..........then when we went up the home room door was open....we saw a indian man checking the room for any electrical apliancess spoilt...................then we went in.............we went in and the indian man left..................then guhan shouted hide!!! so everyone hide behind the tables and guhan loced the door............so we were like waiting for the rest of the class to come..............hahax then alloysius opened the door so overall THE PLAN FAILED..........LOL then mrs voo came in then we did two activities which i have forgotten................LOL so forgetful.....

ya so after school i ran out with chee chai cheng yao and vignesh then we followed "them" all the way to the overhead bridge then chee chai had no clothes to go to my house then he ran home with vignesh leaving me and cheng yao waiting there together......lols then a while later, jing xuan called me hahax he say he aso going my house so,he came and find me.....then when jing xuan came, cheng yao went home.............sians...........then like after a while chee chai and vignesh came back so we walk to the 138 bus stop together to wait for my mother then on the way, i saw rachel,then i suddenly went crazy LOLOL and shouted "RACHEL"!!!!!!! then i wave my hand LOLOLOL so random................then we continued...........at the bus stop we met alloysius and all the 1E4 guys.................then i suddenly saw my mother in the car turn into the school gate sheeze!!! so i quickly ran to the school gate lols then skip skip~~~~~~ skip to the part where we ate cup noodles together hahax we were like saying vulgarities then there's this old man beside the he got no reaction so chee chai was like saying he's a deaf lols!!! then after that we went for a swim.........i took extra pants for chee chai to swim then he went to the toilet to change his pants then he said "follow me leh!" cause i told him the toilet was haunted LOL then we went in we heard water splashing then we were dam scared then jing xuan hold my shoulder then i walked in front then suddenly in the cubicle we saw something.....................................HAHAAHAHAHHA WE SAW A OLD MAN TAKING A BATH LOLOLOLOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! the chee chai changed so we went to the pool then chee chai didnt know how to swim then we taught him then skip skip~~~ after a long while, the bastard security guard came say our attire wrong wtf?! feel like wacking him.........no choice........so went to take truncks..............siansss skip~~~ hahax the way chee chai swim dam dam funny :D then jing xuan was like dam pro then so sad vignesh sat on the chair........but a while later i lend him my truncks hahas then swim finish we went up to watch tokyo drift then i went home with them to take bus haha dam funny:D we took 825 then at the bus stop vignesh threw a big stone and a big twig haha dam funny anyways gtg byes!

i would like to thank so many many many many people..............ermmm songtian tks,err vignesh tks siti tks :D er cassandra tks and "hey tamil tiger!" tks

hahax today a bit heart-broken again........yesterday,people told me things that i immediately feel like crying,then today,the person next to me told me something which really hurt me a lot!!! :'( but somehow my love for her didnt fall but it increased.................im really still in a confused state now, not knowing what to do...................................................maybe im feeling sad? arghsss im going crazy!!

i dont know what to post now.......but after i saw other people's blog,i got an idea!!! im just gonna post lyrics....................................lolloolololololololool.............

And now.............this song is one of her favourite songs "HEY SOUL SISTER" by "TRAIN"

Hey, hey, hey

Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains
I knew I wouldn't forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind
Your sweet moon beam, the smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided, you're the one I have decided who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey,hey

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one-track mind like me
You gave my life direction, a game show love connection we can't deny
I'm so obsessed, my heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna, and I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight

The way you can cut a rug, watching you's the only drug I need
You're so gangsta, I'm so thug, you're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see, I can be myself now finally, in fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you be with me

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain't fair, you know!
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do tonight,
Hey soul sister, I don't want to miss a single thing you do...tonight
Hey, hey,hey


Hey, hey,hey

Tonight

still cant bring a smile on my face ever since the night before NDP NE2...............haiz after i heard the truth.....i finally found out you're just made up of a lie, a lie that betrayed my trust.......a lie that made me never trust in love :'( all i can do now is just to take the pain and silently watch as my heart breaks.........................you kept asking me what happened.............................but i denied that nothing happened.................the smiles and the laughter i gave you.....was just to bury the pain you left for me........................

ndp

still feeling upset cause of ndp :( sometimes when your friendship suddenly disapear you would feel dam lonely and when you look for another friend you just couldnt find any :( but still ndp was quite fun just that the friendship between me and some friends just................haiz dunno how to say.........................:(...............

4/7/2010 sunday 7:03

sians still using laptop after quite long........:( .........then thought of calling my friend but then maybe he doing something else so i thought i just go youtube and watch videos then if have friends to chat with then just chat lorh but after a while "erm i gtg" but its alright.......anyways going out to eat with parents later.............stil bored.........then come home maybe watch some shows with my brother then use laptop for a while then go back sleep which is also equally boring........from what i observe not many guys have blogs........sian got two big packs of crackers on my table don't know who to share with haiz.........when can a day be fun without my friend's company???????

now need to go sorry my post untill here bye!! :)................

my new blog

hey friends and friends of friends brothers and sisters!! i'm am alden hahax i am talking dam formally L . O . L anyways , this is my new blog my other blog haiz all failure man dam happy sia finally got blog can actually be like my other friends but i will have to update my blog frequently so sometimes if i busy then i cant update le lorh........ :) here is a smile for all my fellow readers.....