still cant bring a smile on my face ever since the night before NDP NE2...............haiz after i heard the truth.....i finally found out you're just made up of a lie, a lie that betrayed my trust.......a lie that made me never trust in love :'( all i can do now is just to take the pain and silently watch as my heart breaks.........................you kept asking me what happened.............................but i denied that nothing happened.................the smiles and the laughter i gave you.....was just to bury the pain you left for me........................

ndp

still feeling upset cause of ndp :( sometimes when your friendship suddenly disapear you would feel dam lonely and when you look for another friend you just couldnt find any :( but still ndp was quite fun just that the friendship between me and some friends just................haiz dunno how to say.........................:(...............

4/7/2010 sunday 7:03

sians still using laptop after quite long........:( .........then thought of calling my friend but then maybe he doing something else so i thought i just go youtube and watch videos then if have friends to chat with then just chat lorh but after a while "erm i gtg" but its alright.......anyways going out to eat with parents later.............stil bored.........then come home maybe watch some shows with my brother then use laptop for a while then go back sleep which is also equally boring........from what i observe not many guys have blogs........sian got two big packs of crackers on my table don't know who to share with haiz.........when can a day be fun without my friend's company???????

now need to go sorry my post untill here bye!! :)................

my new blog

hey friends and friends of friends brothers and sisters!! i'm am alden hahax i am talking dam formally L . O . L anyways , this is my new blog my other blog haiz all failure man dam happy sia finally got blog can actually be like my other friends but i will have to update my blog frequently so sometimes if i busy then i cant update le lorh........ :) here is a smile for all my fellow readers.....