Just when everything is going well.

Hey, guys i'm back. I'm sorry that this blog update is gonna be me venting my emotions out. i just hope you guys would take a minute or two out to listen to my troubles. It has really been a very rough and bad week for me as i heard many stuffs which i would never want to hear. Most of you might think that "Aiya hear stuffs only, part of life what, get over it." But, no. I really can't get over it. And it's not that i didn't try, i tried. Things still won't work out. I feel that i have calmed down a lot after the incident but i just have to get it off my chest. So here goes nothing. I felt like i made a fool out of myself because for the past one year you guys basically fought and didn't get along because of me and after that realizing that you fancy him. LIKE WTF. Are you fucking kidding? I just want one last month of peace with my closest friends, no drama, no bullshits, just have the moment of our lives. I just can't believe i walked all the way from casurina to Ai Tong primary school for you taking every step thinking that there's still hope. Have you ever thought that put any guy in the clique in my shoes, would they do the same thing? Would they have to patience to go through all this bullshit. Nevermind, take that as i'm too nice. And still, after we "talked" things out you said "I wished he never told you anything. Sometimes i'd rather you not knowing anything." Okay i get where you're coming from but are you planning to hide it from me until one day i find out and i'll feel more shitty? \I mean, is it that hard to be someone special to you for that one night.... and another thing that i've learnt is that, not all the time the ones that deserves it, gets it. Most of the time, the people that doesn't deserve anything, gets everything. You taught me that. You will never know how much it hurts on the inside..... I miss the old you. Where everything and anything i say to you matters.

Moving on in life~

               How it's going guys! I'm back to blogging after a few days of procrastination and laziness. Guess what, it's my last paper tomorrow! And N's are finally over! Okay, questions like "How was your exams? how's the paper?" would start to come in and stuffs. But i mean, what's done it's already done, and as for the remaining time, just let god decide what's the best for me. Anyways, there's a few things i wanna blog about today, haha, like how was my secondary four year, friendships, relationships and stuffs. 

                       So let's start with what's up in 2013, Okay basically there were kindda lesser problems in sec four compared to sec three. Basically, every year has lesser and lesser issues and problems popping up. So, it's kind of a good thing and kind of a bad thing. Good thing is that, lesser issues, lesser friendship bonds broken, lesser people getting hurt and more people enjoy what they do and have the YOLO feel in their graduating year. Haha , Bad thing is, everybody is starting to have to "Fuck it" attitude. Because the main cause of issues are that people CARE for one another. That is why arguements and fights break out. I mean, would you argue with someone you don't care at all? No. Exactly, so lesser and lesser people start to care about each other and the initiative level goes so low that people start to be desperate for attention, people's concern etc.Then that will cause more issues too. So at the end of the day. The conclusion is, to care? or not to care? Well, this has been one of the dilemma i've been stuck in for some time. Haha, i wonder what are your thoughts about this? :) if ya know me or have my number feel free to pop advices for me and stuff(:

               Next are pictures that i wanna share, pictures of myself and my friends that been through with me this year. I won't forget you guys man.
                So.... Ciao for now~ gotta go study for my last paper tomorrow and i'll be back blogging soon enough. Yepp! Enjoy the pictures!

Photo compilation of 'how puberty leaves no one behind' in our clique. Haha, seriously.

That's me and my close friend throughout the four years.
Thanks brandon for everything.

HAHA, "WE" made the icing of the cake for my bro's enlistment.
One of the first few i met in the clique. Winda. :)

Bro's farewell enlistment gathering.
And that's Andrew on the left. A damn nice guy.

A photo with my class bro's hahaha. Finally a time to wear formally.

And this was my initial outfit for that night, but i removed the tie :(