:D no more troubles!

Today didn't attend bcm in school because i was having a fever, so stayed at home and ate my mother's plain porridge as what she usually cook when i'm not feeling well(: was forced to read books D: so my mom made it easier-for each book i read i will get ten bucks :D woohoo! then around ten plus chee chai called me to say if jing xuan vignesh and him could come to my house to play basketball. Actually we wanted to play table tennis, but i didn't have the membership card with me to book the table tennis court, so we asked justyn and he actually gave us attitude for nothing! >:( he's so mean lorh!! in class i ask him for tissue paper nicely he also don't want to give me one! why the heck did i give him sweets when he asked me?! haix this kind of people will get retribution someday lorh! so we played basketball*no choice* then around 5+ chee chai and vignesh left while jing xuan left around 3+ because his father asked him to go home early*so sad lorh when he left D:*

Now for my emotions :D
sometimes when you have a crush on someone, you don't have to be in a relationship with that person(: because when you know that the person is happy you will also be happy! (: so im gonna post this aong by jesse mccartney-" just so you know"

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here