Today:
i woke up,sitting on my bed.I checked under my pillow,my 'spare' phone i borrowed from jing xuan was missing.And i realised my dad took my 'spare' phone away when like I WAS SLEEPING :@ FUCK~! WHERE'S MY FUCKING PRIVACY?! so in the morning,i showed 'attitude' to my mom and dad. Actually i had no reason on why to be angry at my mom,i don't even know why i slammed my school bag on the ground in front of my mom.....maybe i was too angry at my father.In the car on the way to school,he scolded me he said "why do you respect your teachers and friends but you don't respect us?! if you want respect,you should give us respect first.And all you do is give us problems,your phone bill too expensive,we need to pay,you never hand in your work or forms,the teacher complain to us,we're responsible,you wake up late for school and get caught by the councillors the 'in-charge' call us,we're responsible again,AND HE CALLED ME STUPID." hey dad,you wanna know why i'm not respecting you? ask yourself,have you ever respected me? my decisions?have you ever considered how fucking bad my situation is? and if you don't want me as a son and think i'm a problematic,abandon me somewhere. make me an orphan.go ahead.i may not be that top grades son you want me to be be,but please don't fucking call me stupid.If i'm stupid,i won't be studying in a proper school.leave me alone and i won't bother you,i will try my best to not let the teacher mention "i will call your parents" beacause i'll tell them "sorry,i don't have parent's.Me and my live by ourselves."
i woke up,sitting on my bed.I checked under my pillow,my 'spare' phone i borrowed from jing xuan was missing.And i realised my dad took my 'spare' phone away when like I WAS SLEEPING :@ FUCK~! WHERE'S MY FUCKING PRIVACY?! so in the morning,i showed 'attitude' to my mom and dad. Actually i had no reason on why to be angry at my mom,i don't even know why i slammed my school bag on the ground in front of my mom.....maybe i was too angry at my father.In the car on the way to school,he scolded me he said "why do you respect your teachers and friends but you don't respect us?! if you want respect,you should give us respect first.And all you do is give us problems,your phone bill too expensive,we need to pay,you never hand in your work or forms,the teacher complain to us,we're responsible,you wake up late for school and get caught by the councillors the 'in-charge' call us,we're responsible again,AND HE CALLED ME STUPID." hey dad,you wanna know why i'm not respecting you? ask yourself,have you ever respected me? my decisions?have you ever considered how fucking bad my situation is? and if you don't want me as a son and think i'm a problematic,abandon me somewhere. make me an orphan.go ahead.i may not be that top grades son you want me to be be,but please don't fucking call me stupid.If i'm stupid,i won't be studying in a proper school.leave me alone and i won't bother you,i will try my best to not let the teacher mention "i will call your parents" beacause i'll tell them "sorry,i don't have parent's.Me and my live by ourselves."
thanks alot.and get this fact :FAML->friends are my life.
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